Being in Tokyo means possessing the liberty to doll up and to be myself. The city is bustling with fashionistas of all sorts, and whatever styles they have and however different they may be, there is something in common that the Japanese share, something so incredibly strong and infectious that you'd unconsciously be enraptured in the spirit and to live it too - their love for fashion and beauty. 

The endless shrines of beauty products speaks of their emphasis on taking care of themselves, and the countless fashion boutiques - even at the most secluded streets and corners - is yet another reason why dressing up for a day out in the capital city is nothing but a norm. Take a moment and stand by a junction of the happening Shibuya and you will be in awe of how incredibly much this amazing city has to offer and impress, and it is indeed a wonderful experience - one that stays unique and deeply etched in my fondest memory of Japan. 

Back in Singapore, I am often violated by stares for what I can never fathom with. Sometimes, I become conscious and wonder if my red lips are too red (makes no sense); sometimes, I wonder if anyone knew it is perfectly okay to walk around with a floral crown. And there are times when I cross-examine the lengths/ colors/ details of my tops and skirts. I don't know why, but the way I see brows raised at me make me wonder if my dress sense is really that bad or if most Singaporeans are just too conservative.

But in Tokyo, the liberation was priceless - I take pride in dressing up, and even more so in the Land of The Rising Sun. I felt free to show my best, to exercise what I like, and to not be judged. I could do a heavily-lined eyes with thick falsies + matte red lips and have people mistake me for a Japanese; I could walk around with a diamante headpiece and have the Japanese praise me for being pretty. They are ever generous and sincere with praises and I really really love being appreciated.

The Japanese call this 生き甲斐 (ikigai) - what you live for, the passion, and the purpose of life. It is the joy found in living, whether it is your job, your hobby, or the people around you. 

But how many people in Singapore have found this form of ikigai?


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Outfit: Leopard Tulle Dress, ASOS // Wellingtons, Tokyo // Headpiece, ASOS // Rings, H&M // Bracelets Mix, ASOS